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ysayle dangoulain ❄ lady iceheart ([personal profile] dragonsung) wrote2020-08-08 08:26 pm
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arranged marriage au.


It was not Ysayle's decision, but nor did she protest -- she'd be a fool to think that there was a better gesture of solidarity. Oh, she knew that Ishgard would have difficulty swallowing the fact they were marrying off their golden boy to Lady Iceheart, the heretic. But if they proved that they could forgive her (and oh, she wanted that forgiveness, even if she knows she does not deserve it) or at least let her walk amongst them a free and accepted woman, then the dragons would have another sign of the changed minds of the Ishgardians.

And she will do everything in her power to see peace between the two.

Which is why she is here, sitting across from the Lord Commander at a table that is startlingly large for the two of them in a building that seems needlessly empty. The dinner must have been his idea, for Vidofnir would never have thought to suggest it and Ysayle simply agreed to a wedding, not... whatever this is. Courtship, mayhap? But that would imply feelings, and she is certain that duty is their motivator here, not desire.

He is at least passable company, however, if the nature of the situation makes them both overly stiff and formal.

Ysayle cannot help but make it moreso. "I do not mean to intrude overly into your personal life," she says, mid bites of her dinner in a silence that had become increasingly more uncomfortable the longer it went on. "If you have other attachments you wish to pursue even after we are wed, I shall harbor no ill-will towards you or they." Unlike many Ishgardians who pretend that they are above such things. Was not Haurchefant Greystone one of the bastards that Ishgard had so readily dismissed? And Hilda, too, to say nothing of Aymeric himself. Ysayle has no plans to delude herself that such things were rare or uncommon, nor that she could expect fealty in a relationship with no romance.

If he could find joy apart from her she finds no reason to deny it.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-10 04:17 pm (UTC)(link)
She will learn, if she hasn't already, that while he can make himself unreadable, even under considerable duress, he rarely does so in private. His tells are just very subtle, instead. There's the slightest bit of softening around his eyes when she seems surprised at his words, perhaps a bit of knightly instinct under there, to protect her, even though her loneliness and hurt is in the past.

"Many things have changed very quickly," it's a politic understatement, but it isn't as though she doesn't know the full extent.of what has happened and why. "We could all use more allies." He considers her request about society and his lips actually curve into a very slight smile,

"I confess, I may not be the best guide in such matters. I know how to comport myself as a knight and as a Commander and could certainly teach you such things, if you were willing, but I have little and less knowledge of what becomes a young lady of Ishgardian society. I am sure, however, that a tutor could be provided for you."

"Or perhaps..." he adds, after a moment, and it is hard to pinpoint what exactly has changed about him, but there is something undeniably more boyish about him, something about the light in his eyes or the lilt of his tone, but she gets a rare glimpse into the more delicately subversive side of him, "you would rather go armed and armored at my side. There have been standing bets among my knights and the noble houses both for years about whether or not Lucia and I were to be married. You would hardly raise eyebrows as knight instead of lady."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-11 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
If it is an insult, it is not one to him,

"I agree. Though I hope more of the victories to be won in the future are to be decided in the boardroom rather than the battlefield, I also think such hopes are likely idealistic at best. This new Ishgard is young and young countries often need more might than they do politics. I don't think it a coincidence, to find myself still the one a great number of people seem inclined to turn to." There's no self-aggrandizement in the statement, it is simply fact. "There is precedent for magic users to be in the ranks of The Knights Most Heavenly and the Heaven's Ward alike. Though you need not be an official member of the military, of course, most people should recognize such a thing, even the more... difficult members of the nobility."

"You would, of course, need to be both ready and willing to fight for such a thing to have the appropriate weight, however," he points out. He doesn't doubt she is, of course, but he does want to make sure that she understands all the same. It is unlikely that it will be necessary, but Aymeric is aware that there is still unrest and instability in the country. Assassination isn't likely, given the power vacuum it would create, but it is possible.

Would you be willing to fight for Ishgard and would you be willing to fight to protect me are two different matters, he's well aware. If she's by his side and armed, it is clear which of the two people will be expecting.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-11 04:32 pm (UTC)(link)
He cannot deny that she speaks the truth regarding the likelihood that she would be well-liked in the military but he actually thinks here that perhaps she underestimates his sway. If he said that she was enlisting and had his approval, he has little doubt that the Knights Most Heavenly would take her in. That she would then face discrimination at best and outright hatred at worst is inevitable but then, it isn't as though he was immediately and warmly accepted either.

It's the nobles who are the problem, he thinks, those who have lost sons and daughters in the war effort in recent years rather than a slow descent of misery like in the Brume. She's proven herself enough to the common man, he thinks, for her to have little problem there, but all of that accounts for nothing if those with the power and influence despise her. Still, while he doesn't think the military impossible for her, he cannot deny he would rather have her as a free agent.

"My hope is that such hopes prove founded and such resolve proves itself unnecessary, both," it's polite, humble, but he decides after a moment to dare more. She will be his wife, after all, and while such a thing is a purely political matter, he does wish to show her more of who he is when he is not the Lord Commander.

"I... do not think it is a foolish notion. Is it not what you are doing now? What we are doing? There is yet much and more to be done before I would call what we have peace, and yet, if we are not among it's stewards, then who else would you name?" Warmer, but still too formal. It is difficult, to try to set it aside. He tries again,

"To be a force of change in Ishgard is not a burden I ever thought I would share. But it is one I would gladly have rest in more than I."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-11 06:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"It is not, nor has it ever been, for us to decide whether we get what we deserve. We can but do what we can with what little we are given, both in time and gifts." From someone else, the words might seem overly formal, particularly given the conversation they had been having, but he just seems earnest about it, and it serves as an unintentional reminder that, for all that Aymeric was part of toppling the theocracy, it was never his faith in Halone that was challenged, merely his faith in men.

It is, perhaps, a bit of a shock to find him still so thoughtlessly devout, but then, isn't that really what had landed him in the Vault in the first place-- a misguided belief that the Archbishop surely still had the same faith he did?

"Together," he nods, and it is decisive but there's also a hint of a smile curling his lips. He seems content enough to just let the silence sit, but he doesn't protest when she fills it, though he does raise his brows slightly at the request,

"Given what we know about the primals... are you sure that is wise?" he says that, but he's very clearly already running through what would need to happen in his head, "It will be very difficult to convince the others that it is necessary, but to do it in secret is political suicide."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-11 09:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"It would need be delicately done. If there are crystals enough for your purpose, might anyone then use them to summon a primal? Is there even the slightest chance they might summon one on accident, were a situation dire enough?" he frowns slightly, but he's not disagreeing with her desire or dismissing it, merely working over the risks, how best to achieve it if they believe they should in spite of them.

"Ishgard is a nation of faith and men ever fall back on their faith in times of crisis. I would not become the very problem we wish, in part, to solve," he says it firmly, but he shakes his head a moment later, "Then, too, I would be a poor commander indeed to ignore a weapon of such magnitude, were it needed to prevent a greater catastrophe," the look he gives her is a bit wry, but it's clear he's neither joking nor patronizing her when he says, "I will simply have to work harder to make sure it is not a decision you ever need make."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-15 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"For better or worse, Ishgard's children have always looked to something to believe in. I see no reason to suspect that has suddenly changed. With the void left by my father," he doesn't change his tone, but it's clear that it's a little pointed, to say what she shies from, "there are plenty of those looking to fill it," he takes a sip of his wine, considers, "In fact, it wouldn't surprise me if my new political appointment comes as a bid to keep me from trying to take that mantle," he shakes his head, "Which just shows how little anyone seems to know about myself or my motivations, really. Perhaps once, I might have been convinced to do something of the sort for the sake of Ishgard, at the request of the Archbishop, but it would have been a duty, a burden I would have gladly shouldered, but a burden nonetheless."

"T'would be an easy space for someone to attempt to fill, all the more so with Ascian backing, though I confess I know little and less about precisely how they fit into all of this. I shall leave that to those more capable than I." He trails off, realizes that they've once again descended into talking about politics and logistics almost exclusively, and he tries to at least bring them to a more pleasant version of the topics,

"But while it will all be difficult, I doubt not that the effort will be well worth it. If nothing else, to have proof of Saint Shiva blessing this new direction for Ishgard will appeal to some of the populace, at least." It's surprisingly shrewd, since it's highly likely that the Warrior of Light has given him a report about the true nature of Ysayle's gifts.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-08-19 01:04 pm (UTC)(link)
"People oft see the version of us they wish to and there is nothing that we can do to stop them," he doesn't sound bitter in the slightest, but there's a weight to the words that suggest it's not merely some repeated platitude. "For the people who are glad to see peace, a symbol of the link between our people will be welcome, whether false or true in truth."

He considers the rest of her words for another moment, clear that he's not entirely finished.

"I rather think it is," he says, after the pause, to her summoning Shiva as a thing to be celebrated, "I doubt there are many others who might agree with me, but you did what you did in the fullness of your beliefs. You were willing to sacrifice everything for a cause you believed in and you are still ready to use such a power to secure the peace you longed for, even at great cost to yourself. Even when we were on opposite sides of this war, your commitment and fervor were never in doubt. Such things are precisely what are needed to save this nation and preserve the peace."

"There are things you have done to Ishgard and her people that are not to be celebrated," he adds, a bit more darkly, but he is an honest man, for all that he can play the political game, "Take what victories you can."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-09-09 04:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Few revolutionaries do. But there was nary a revolution that happened without it. Whether it was what you wished for or not, you knew the dragons did not come initially to sue for peace when they flung themselves at our walls," he shakes his head, "Don't misunderstand me, my hands are no cleaner than yours-- I was never naive enough to think the truth would only set people free and not confuse and terrify some. But such a sentiment, that bloodshed was never your intention, might be one best kept away from dinner tables that contain more than just you and I. The youngest Hallinarte in particular is not likely to believe you on such matters, since I hear he almost went off Witchdrop due to one of your men. I think he more upset about his family's good name and his own piety being called into question than nearly dying."

He says it lightly, perhaps, as close to nobleman's gossip as he ever gets, but the warning inherent is not quite so light as that. She will have to face down Francel, after all, and while for many people her involvement in the war is impersonal, there are a scant few who's lives she has directly ruined, or nearly so.

"Better to let men like him think you have had a change of heart, rather than that you would have preferred they not have to die at all."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-09-12 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"I did not know but it does not surprise me." He lets her talk, otherwise, lets her finish, and then lets the silence sit for a long moment while he figures out the best way to address the thing lying on the table between them.

"I expect for you to be able to make them believe you do, at least," he says, finally, "I have always needed them. You now need them. And they will not only not rally to your banners but actively desert mine if you do not. We must bridge the gap and if we cannot do that by making either side understand the plight of the other, we must stand balanced in the middle."

"You took your power, by virtue of who you were and what you believed in. I was elected to mine. I hold yours to be the truer power, make no mistake, but if I am immediately unelected because my wife poses an imminent threat to the nobility, there will be more bloodshed," it's said very matter-of-factly, though it's far more open than he would normally be with most anyone. It's becoming a bit more clear, throughout dinner, how he's managed to climb so high.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-09-19 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"I trust your words wholly and in their entirety," he says it so easily, far more so than she might have been expecting, particularly since she herself is still figuring out where her trust in him lies. "What I have less faith in is your understanding of how Ishgard works and what, precisely, will be necessary for you to be able to keep your word," it's as harsh as the earlier words are kind, but it's honest, and he tempers it a moment later with a small, slightly warmer smile, though it's still a bit forced,

"But there's time enough for that later. I could not teach a lifetime of Ishgardian politics in a single night if I even had the stomach to try. This endeavor is as fraught with potential peril as any other, but I have faith in both of us-- not to weather it without any mistakes, but to be able to weather the mistakes as well as the triumphs."

"Tell me," he continues, after another sip of his wine, "is there anything you wish for in more practical terms? You'll have your own room, of course, but do you have other preferences? Books? A particular type of tea?" this time the smile is smaller, but it's probably genuine, "I spend so little time at home, I have always endeavored to make it a place of refuge when I do. I would gladly do the same for you."
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-09-21 01:14 pm (UTC)(link)
It is clear the request charms him, a kind of delighted surprise settling over him for a moment before he turns his mind to the more practical considerations of her request. House Borel has never been ostentatiously wealthy, but Aymeric also rarely spends money on anything aside from necessities and small, creature comforts. It is less a matter of can he grant that request and more how.

"You may well be relegated to the attic for such a thing, to give them the space needed. But perhaps the birds would prefer that. I don't think it would be terribly difficult to repurpose the space. I should think you'll likely find poor sport hunting in Foundation itself, but it is but a short flight to places where I daresay you will likely have better luck," it's a subtle joke, given the two most likely destinations from Ishgard by air.

"I must admit, though, I know little and less about falconry beyond the barest basics. I've no idea where one procures such things. You shall have to instruct me." He's not discounting her ability to do so herself, of course, but there's a willingness there, to learn, for no other reason than it interests her.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-10-29 02:56 pm (UTC)(link)
"It may be that Tailfeather is the best place for gear and bird alike. I imagine they have some skill at such things, and some need. I confess, it's more a sport I would see the Gridanians interested in, though, than any of our current outposts," the current is important there. He's well aware that there used to be a great many more small settlements who would have practiced such things.

Actually, though...

"Perhaps I will flex some of our newfound diplomatic powers," he says, musing over what would be required. "I don't know how the Seedseer, herself, feels about such things, but I imagine that there's something to be said for introducing Gridanian falconry skills to Ishgard. Perhaps she would send a tutor. If such a thing would interest you, of course."

Everything is political with him, but politics and personal enjoyment aren't opposites.
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[personal profile] mostheavenly 2020-11-30 06:54 pm (UTC)(link)
He gives her a thin smile. It's genuine enough, but there is both much that he says in the not-saying and much that it says that he trusts her with that much.

"It has been a talent and a necessity both. It pleases me to be able to use it for something that is likely to be agreeable to everyone, for once," his eyes drop and there is something both genuine and practiced about the way it makes him look more demure, like he might deign to blush if he were someone else. It's as though the expression were practiced so thoroughly that it became a natural expression. "And, perhaps, to please someone of whom I think highly."

It's a bit more... guarded of a bit of flirting than some of his earlier, more honest but less flattering attempts had been. But this, too, is somewhat calculated, a small show that he can play the game when he needs to, perhaps, or perhaps some kind of leading by example. Even so, there is nothing about it that seems disingenuous.